Cool! You found your way to the part where I talk about myself! I like talking long moonlit walks along the beach and enjoy red wine with candle lit dinners... err, wrong site. ANYWAY-- The format is ripped off from Terra's site cause I thought it was pretty cool (I asked first of course).
Below my personal info I have my Astrology Report. It is 100% accurate about me! So if you really want to know how I think or who I am, take a look.
full name: patrick thomas keegan
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current residence: louisburg, ks (harrisonville, mo)
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birthday: march 8, 1985
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which means i am: 18 years old
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hair color: dirty blonde
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eye color: baby blue
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height: 5' 7"
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weight: 175-185 lbs
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physique: stocky but lean
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groups I belong to/am associated with: music makers (show choir), royal accord (select concert choir), men's choir, best buy
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style of dress: i have my own sense of style, and it's cool if i do say so myself
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style of life: life is what you make it, and mine is fun and full of laughter
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piercings: no thanks~
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musical preference: alternative, classic rock, some hard rock, oldies, country
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most favorite band ever: sooooo many...billy joel takes the cake though
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tv preferences: dragon ball z (basically all anime), coming attractions, most super hero series
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i collect: computer games and computer game boxes, i've got a lot of old football cards too... but i stopped collecting when i was like 10
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democrat or republican: republican
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paper or plastic: latex?
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nickname(s): buffness, bogger, patricia, pattywan, sexy beast (j-mo calls me that ;)
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favorite color(s): ruby red, black on platinum
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favorite country(s): united states, ireland
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least favorite country(s): never been to another country
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favorite thing(s) to do: sleep, laugh, cry, eat, work out, meet people, play games
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favorite food(s): fettucini alfredo, pizza, chinese
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favorite animal(s): rabbits, kitties, horses, nice/good dogs
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favorite mythological creature(s): dragons, unicorns, hinds, dryads
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favorite cartoon character(s): goliath (gargoyles), goku (dbz), gohan (dbz), terry mcginnis (batman beyond), beast (beauty and the beast), aladdin (aladdin), genie (aladdin)
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favorite cereal(s): frosted flakes, fruity pebbles, cinammon toast crunch
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favorite body part(s): eyes, hair
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most favorite song ever: piano man (billy joel)
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favorite book(s): almost anything fantasy and/or moving/thought provoking
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if i absolutely had to choose a favorite book: first king of shannara (terry brooks) -- i cried for like an hour when i finished it
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favorite months: october, november, march, april, may
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favorite days: friday, saturday, sunday
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favorite fantasy role(s): 1) summoner 2) sorceror or druid 3) bard 4) rogue 5) fighter 6) priest (cleric)
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favorite fantasy race(s): 1) elves 2) mind flayers 3) vah shir (kitty people) 4) halfings (hobbits) 5) gnomahs (gnomes) 6) dwarves
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favorite fantasy movie(s): lord of the rings trilogy
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favorite sci-fi movie: the matrix
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favorite action movie: triple x
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favorite fortune cookie message: you see beauty in ordinary things, never lose this gift
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thing(s) i'm good at: playing games, troubleshooting problems, helping people with their problems, singing and dancing, working out, sleeping, eating
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thing(s) i'm not good at: finding a girl that likes me, introducing myself, putting 11 marshmallows in my mouth and talking clearly
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single?: for 50 cents... maybe, for 5 bucks hell ya! (i reserve the right to refuse service)
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seriously: been single for 17 years, if you actually think you'd like me email me or let me know!
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my hero(es): my mom and dad, brad mcquaid, kip mathew, cathy porter
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my zero(es): hypocrytes, druggies, anyone that's constantly negative (half my family)
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my babies: no pets where i'm at now, but at mommy's house i have yoda (my little kitty)!
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3 sexiest people ever: angelena jolie, nicole kidman (gotta love the red hair!), fat bastard
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best disney movie(s): aladdin, lion king, beauty and the beast
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emotional sensitivity: insecure and somewhat spastic
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current state of emotion: constant melachony feelings, lonely, feigned happiness 50% of the time
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physical sensitivity: physical pains aren't even half as deabilitating as emotional pain
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drinking?: no, not for me
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drugs?: hell no, drugs are a stupid form of entertainment and very selfish
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final statement: life is what you make of it, so hold your head high and don't second guess yourself -- if you want respect, act respectable
As promised, here's my astrology report. It's a long read and can get tedious and dull, but it lacks any inaccuracies of who I am and how I think. So grab a glass of cold milk and a package of Oreos and sit back and prepare yourself to be enlightened:
Section 1: General Characteristics
Your fundamental needs, values, and orientation towards life are symbolized by the four astrological elements, Pat. Each person has their own unique balance of these four basic energies: fire (warmth, inspiration, enthusiasm), earth (practicality, realism, material interests), air (social and intellectual qualities), and water (emotional needs and feelings).
Your "elemental make-up" is described below. Remember that most people are "unbalanced" or lopsided, and if you are lacking or deficient in a certain element (or elements), it simply means that you need to consciously develop that aspect of yourself to learn to appreciate and/or to work harder in that dimension of life.
Sometimes we overvalue the element that we are least endowed with, sensing it as a lack within ourselves, but more often we neglect or ignore it. The qualities described below will be reiterated and explained in more detail in the following chapters.
Your gift lies in your ability to perceive, understand, and communicate about matters of feeling, of heart and soul. You are thus well suited to any field that involves working with people as a counselor or teacher, and even if you are not so trained, others seek you out as an advisor, for you are able to clarify and sensitively discuss their personal concerns and problems. Relationship is really a primary importance to you and is the arena in which your richest and most fulfilling experiences lie. Pat, you, even more than most people, require friends and intimates to share your thoughts and your life with.
As a typical Pisces you also have an active and creative mind that is enhanced by your Air/Water Dominant elemental makeup, and you are apt to spend much time reading, thinking or daydreaming, and/or writing (stories, music, lyrics, diaries, letters, etc.). Film or any media combining words with images and emotions also fascinates you.
At times your mind and intellect may seem to be at odds with your naturally instinctive, emotional, feeling Pisces side, and it is your task to bring them together. You may spend a lot of time cogitating and mulling over your experiences and feelings, trying to understand and make sense of them.
You are quite sensitive (psychologically and physically) and may avoid direct, active participation in life.
One of your primary challenges as a Pisces with an Earth Missing or Deficient elemental makeup involves developing a stable sense of security, solidness, and a steady rhythm in your life. Cultivating self-discipline, patience and endurance, and learning to accept realistic limitations will enable you to be more productive and to actualize some of the ideas and creative impulses you have. You are not always interested in practical applications, the actual work involved in realizing a desire or compromises for the sake of practicalities.
You feel out of place in the world at times, restless, discontent, unable to find your niche, dissatisfied with mundane reality. Positively this may spark your exploration of the creative, imaginative, or spiritual side of life. However, you tend to resist growing up and learning how to effectively deal with adult responsibility. You also tend to be either bound up with the past or projecting into the future, ignoring the present moment - what actually is. To become more present and grounded, you may find the following helpful: getting massages on a regular basis, doing gentle regular, rhythmic exercise like walking or yoga, and eating substantial, heavy foods.
Astrological influences analyzed in Chapter 1: Air and Water are Strong (F,E,A,W Scores = 13,1,20,15) Earth is Weak (F,E,A,W Scores = 13,1,20,15)
Section 2: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
The following is a description of your basic stance towards life, the way others see you, the way you come across, the face you show to the world. In Chapter 3 you will read about the "The Inner You: Your Real Motivation", which describes the kind of person you are at heart and where your true priorities lie. Read this chapter and the next one and compare them - there may be significant differences between them, in which case "the inner you" may not shine through and others are in for some surprises when they get to know you at a more than superficial level. This chapter describes the costume you wear, your role in life, while Chapter 3 talks about the real person inside the costume.
You are a natural diplomat, reasonable, tolerant, fair, always willing to listen to varying viewpoints, and ready to see the other side of an issue, Pat. Even if you strongly disagree with someone, you will try to find points of similarity and agreement rather than emphasizing the differences. You often avoid taking an extreme or one-sided stance on anything. You have a strong desire for harmonious and pleasant relationships, and express a spirit of cooperation, compromise, friendship, and fairness. Like most Pisces, you very much want to be liked and because of your need for approval and acceptance, you are easily influenced by others' opinions, especially when young, and this trait is further brought out by the presence of the Libra Ascendant found in your chart. You so much want to please that often you will suppress your own intense or unpleasant feelings in order not to offend others. Sometimes your politeness is interpreted as being phony or wishy-washy.
Your need to create harmony extends to your physical environment and personal appearance as well. You appreciate beauty and have a natural sense of balance, symmetry, and proportion. You do everything in good taste, with a sense of style and art. From your home furnishings to your choice of clothing, everything must be aesthetically appealing, not simply functional or utilitarian.
You also feel that relationships are an art, one that especially interests you and one that you are usually quite skilled at, for you possess tact and acute awareness of other people. Marriage is very significant to you and finding the right person to share your life with is extremely important. Being part of a close couple seems natural to you - you are not an independent loner. Having a partner increases your self-confidence. You do have a tendency, however, to become overly dependent on your partner and perhaps not to develop a clearly defined identity outside of the relationship. Finding the balance between being yourself and blending and uniting with another is a challenge for you.
Others see you as an agreeable, smooth, harmonious, and "nice" person, Pat,. Though there may be much more to you, this is the sort of face you show to the world. You possess personal charm and an understated, noncombative manner. Your motto could be "you catch more flies with honey than with vinegar" for you usually take a friendly, cooperative approach rather than a strong, forceful, I'm-going-to-conquer-the-world attitude.
Your desire to love and to be loved is very much apparent, very much on the surface, Pat, and you are known for your personal charm and affectionate nature. You may also seem overly dependent on others' approval and appreciation of you.
You may be seen as someone who provokes conflict because you like to get everything out in the open and you generally don't avoid disagreeable issues. Your relations with others may be characterized by a great deal of competition, anger, or friction as a result. Or, Pat, you may seem to run into more than your share of inconsiderate, pushy people. Learning to harness your energies into cooperative efforts and shared work is your challenge.
Astrological influences analyzed in Chapter 2: Libra Rising Venus Opposition Asc. Mars Opposition Asc.
Section 3: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
Your pleasant manner and desire to relate harmoniously with others (as discussed in chapter 2) combines with your idealism, receptivity, and impressionability (as discussed below) to make you a very self-sacrificing Pisces who is willing to go the extra mile for someone's benefit. Be wary of the tendencies to lack discrimination in your charity, to try to help someone who is incorrigible, and to avoid confrontations, Pat. You are inclined to hide your thoughts and feelings, make excuses and even lie, often just to avoid someone or some issue. Strive to be honest in your communications; it will also help you be honest with yourself. If you channel your energies well, you can be a great help to others, perhaps in a professional role as a counselor, teacher, or consultant or perhaps just your daily life and affairs.
At heart you are very gentle, impressionable, and receptive -a dreamer. The world of your imagination, feelings, and intuition is as real to you as anything in the outer world, though you may have trouble verbalizing or interpreting your inner experiences in a way others can understand. A mystical, artistic, musical, emotional and imaginative Pisces, you have a rich inner life, though you may seem rather unobtrusive and quiet outwardly. You usually keep to yourself.
You have great sensitivity and empathy with others, Pat, and you often sense things psychically or intuitively which prove to be correct. You are a tolerant, forgiving, and nonjudgmental Pisces, accepting people unconditionally regardless of their flaws, mistakes, or outward appearance, and this trait is further enhanced by the presence of the Sun in Pisces aspect of your chart. You have deep compassion for the suffering of any fellow creature and often feel others' pain as if it were your own. You sympathize with the needy, the disadvantaged, the misfits of society. You are capable of giving selflessly, living a life of devoted and compassionate service to others, as a healer, physician, social worker, or minister. However, you tend to give indiscriminately, to let others take advantage of your kindness, and to encourage the weak to remain so by becoming dependent upon you. You have little sense of boundaries, of limits, of knowing when to say "no". Moderation and self-discipline are not your strong points.
You are a lover and a peacemaker rather than a fighter, and you try to avoid open conflict. You will patiently ignore or "tune out" problems and hope they will go away by themselves, rather than directly confronting them, and you tend to lack the positive fighting spirit that is sometimes necessary to overcome challenges. You are fluid, open, nonresistant, and somewhat passive. You do things in a subtle, often covert, manner.
Your gifts may also lie in the realm of the creative, artistic, or musical, for you have a great sensitivity, inspiration, and limitless imagination. You respond very strongly to beauty and to love.
Pat, your faults include a tendency to be lazy and negligent, and to wallow in self-pity rather than taking strong, definite action to change your life for the better. You also tend to become so detached from your immediate environment that you live in a disorderly, chaotic sort of hodgepodge, though this probably bothers those around you more than it bothers you.
As a Pisces you have a very dramatic, creative, expressive nature and you love to perform which is further enhanced by the presence of Saturn in the 5th house found in your chart. You enjoy being the center of attention and you seek to shine, to excel, and to be outstanding in some unique way. You are very involved in your own creativity and self-expression, and take great pleasure in developing and using your special talents, whether these are artistic, athletic, or intellectual. You have a strong sense of pride.
There is an ongoing, subtle conflict within you, Pat, between your conscious attitudes and aspirations, and your deeper emotional and subconscious beliefs, needs, and feelings. This creates considerable inner stress and sometimes paralyzing indecision, mostly due to the fact that you may be trying to follow a path that is at odds with your subconscious desires. Chronic tightness or tension in your body may well be a signal that you are denying or suppressing the messages from your subconscious or emotional self.
Ideally, you will learn to accept the two quite different aspects of yourself and to express both of them. If you cannot do this, you're apt to attract many people into your life who reflect your denied or repressed qualities, and who seem to make your life difficult. (Read Chapter 4's description of your moon sign and compare it to the above interpretation of your sun sign in order to get a better picture of the duality described here.)
Impulsive, restless, and spontaneous, your life is apt to be somewhat unstable and full of sudden changes. You are extremely independent and crave excitement, adventure, freedom, and discovery. You have a rebellious streak and often feel you are unusual and different from the mainstream of society. The unorthodox and novel appeal to you.
Astrological influences analyzed in Chapter 3: Ascendant in Libra and Sun in Pisces Sun in Pisces Sun in 5th house Sun Quincunx Moon Sun Square Uranus
Section 4: Mental Interests and Abilities
An outspoken and direct Pisces due to the influence of the Mercury in Aries aspect found in your chart, you are always eager to express your ideas and opinions and don't mind opposing the consensus and stirring up a little controversy. You have fresh, original ideas and much enthusiasm for anything new and untried, but once the novelty has worn off, you are interested in another new idea or project. You never seem to have enough time to do all you want to. You are very honest, speak decisively and convincingly about things you believe in, and are unable to pretend to agree with someone if you honestly don't. You may be somewhat deficient in tact.
You use your mind to organize, classify, and bring order to your environment. You are interested in the refinement of your technical skills and abilities and are a stickler for details. Organizational and secretarial skills, training others in your area of expertise, or work involving teaching and communications are highly probable for you.
You are mentally restless, intellectually thirsty, and immensely curious. You may study and travel widely in order to satisfy these urges and you're even happier if you share your journeys with companions. Your gifts lie in your capacity for learning about the beliefs of a broad spectrum of people, making long-distance connections, opening up channels of communication and understanding, bringing people together from foreign lands, promoting social and cultural exchange.
Your Pisces mind is highly imaginative and creative and you possess dramatic, artistic, or musical abilities. As a child, you enjoyed daydreaming, fantasizing, pretending, and probably lived in "your own little world" a good deal. You perceive things which are not obvious to other people and you have an uncanny ability to "read" people and situations without being told anything about them. However, you must learn to discriminate between a true psychic perception and your imagination. Learning to discipline and focus your mind is necessary if you wish to use all of your creative potential. Otherwise, you could be simply a dreamer.
Communication with others is difficult for you because you often find words frustrating and inadequate to express your experiences and perceptions. Also, Pat, you may purposefully mystify or deceive others.
You have a probing, penetrating mind and in your view, nothing is as simple, innocent, or straightforward as it appears. You may not totally understand the hidden undercurrents you perceive, the secret machinations, the dark underside of a person or situation -- but it intrigues you and sometimes you can't stop thinking about it. Once your interest has been piqued, you can become obsessed with getting to the bottom of the matter. At times you make more of something than is actually the case, like assigning dark, convoluted motives to a person where none exist.
You have a charming disposition and love to socialize and meet new people. You also like to be surrounded by beautiful things and like to talk to others about your views on love problems as well as your views on beauty, fashion and art in general.
Astrological influences analyzed in Chapter 4: Mercury in Aries Mercury in 6th house Mercury Sextile Jupiter Mercury Square Neptune Mercury Quincunx Pluto Mercury Conjunct Sun/Venus
Section 5: Emotions: Moods, Feelings, Romance
Your desire for harmonious relationships and surroundings is so strong that you avoid personal confrontations or any expression of intense, unpleasant emotions. Like many people born under the Pisces sun sign, you are an idealist who would like to paint the world in pastel colors, and live in peace and harmony with others at all times. You are able to see points of similarity and unity with people who are vastly different from yourself, and befriend many different types of people. You are a considerate and thoughtful friend, Pat, and have a real flair for making others feel accepted and appreciated. Inwardly you are often torn with indecision and are much more at odds with yourself than others would ever guess from your smooth, even disposition.
Your own feelings and emotions are something of an enigma to you, and it is often difficult for you to share with others what you are feeling.
You frequently withdraw from contact with the world, and need a healing, peaceful environment in order to blossom and come out of yourself.
You identify with the oppressed, disenfranchised or underdog in any situation and want to help them or care for them in some way.
Like many people born under the Pisces sun sign, you need love, affection, nurturing, and enjoy being pampered - all of which is fine, as long as you are willing to give as well as receive the attention and "babying". There is a rather childish dependency on loved ones which can make you cling to them, or to be very uncomfortable with any conflict which could conceivably lead to separation. Creating a loving family is certainly a challenge for you, one that can be enormously satisfying if you can achieve it - and a source of great sadness if you can not.
Your emotional attitudes and instincts tend to be quite liberal. You so not want to be caged or dictated to, and you feel everyone is entitled to do as they please in their personal and emotional affairs. You tend to surround yourself with people who are unusual, creative, open-minded, unpredictable, restless, and changeable, Pat, and your relationships, with women in particular, may be somewhat unstable as a result. However, you enjoy an element of surprise and unpredictability.
Your love feelings and desires are easily aroused but it may be difficult to sustain your romantic interest in a relationship after the initial, exciting "chase and conquest". You enjoy a partner who is dynamic and alive, someone with a strong independent streak, and you do not like things to become too peaceful or predictable in the love arena, Pat. Unlike more peaceful Pisces, you want to see sparks fly once in awhile, even if that means instigating a fight.
When you care about someone, you like to serve them, doing small thoughtful favors, helping them, or doing something tangible to show your affection.
As a Pisces with a chart that contains Venus in the 6th house, you also have considerable artistic or creative skill and may sew or do other handiwork or crafts. In fact, Pat, you are suited for a profession involving beauty or pleasure or making people happy in some way.
You are extremely amorous and it is difficult for you to go without a romantic involvement for very long. When you are attracted to someone, you pursue them very ardently and sometimes come on too strong. Doing creative work or artistic work can also satisfy the very strong desire for love and beauty that you feel.
You are open and progressive in your attitudes towards love and romance, and spontaneous and free in your love-expression. You are always willing to experiment and try anything new that your partner suggests, and you enjoy being surprised. A relationship in which both you and your partner have a good deal of freedom and independence will hold your interest much more than a safe, predictable one.
Astrological influences analyzed in Chapter 5: Moon in Libra Moon in 12th house Moon Opposition Venus Moon Sextile Uranus Venus in Aries Venus in 6th house Venus Conjunct Mars Venus Trine Uranus
Section 6: Drive and Ambition: How You Achieve Your Goals
Pat, due to the presence of the Mars in Aries aspect of your chart, you have a warrior's attitude - decisive, courageous, and bold. You tend to always want to DO something, even when waiting for an appropriate time or not doing something (simply letting things alone to resolve themselves) would actually be more efficient and effective. Unlike more laid-back Pisces, you absolutely cannot tolerate being passive or even patient about getting what you want. You feel that it is up to you to take the initiative and you go after your goal or desire very aggressively.
You are also self-reliant, do not depend on others to do things for you or help you along, and you are often irritated when other people offer advice or direction. Cooperation rarely comes easily to you. You are willful and can be quite oblivious to others' desires or feelings when you are pursuing something you want. You are highly competitive, enjoy a challenge or a good fight, and may be downright pugnacious at times. Abounding in energy and enthusiasm at the start of a new venture, you need a very positive response and encouragement to sustain your interest in it. If a project isn't successful rather quickly, you are apt to drop it and move on to something else, rather than rework or refine it. The desire to blaze a trail, to do things in a new way - YOUR way - is very strong in you. You can discover, invent, and initiate new things, but are impatient and may lack the stamina and perseverance needed to complete a long-term project.
You are attracted to feisty, dynamic, strong-willed people, and you seem to need a lot of fireworks in your personal relationships. You can be very combative, or get involved with people who are. Ideally you will join with people who are energetic and ambitious, but not too domineering or aggressive.
You frequently meet a tremendous amount of resistance whenever you want to assert yourself in a decisive way, or do something just for yourself. This resistance comes from within (in the form of self-doubt, fear, or a heavy sense of responsibility to others), as well as from practical and circumstantial limitations. Especially when initiating a project or acting independently, you may tell yourself that you aren't really prepared, or that you aren't good enough (yet), and you put a lot of pressure on yourself. Despite the obstacles, setbacks, or lack of support you encounter, you can accomplish a lot in a patient, steady fashion. However, you're apt to aim too low, and not realize how much you are truly capable of.
Try to recognize that your do not have to justify your existence or prove your worth by your accomplishments.
You seem to be in a constant state of deep inner turmoil, are excited easily and subject to changes of mood. Driven by inner compulsion you may do things that invite quarrels or disputes and because of your hasty reactions you also are prone to injuries.
You tend to want to take the easy road to success, and unless other factors in your chart suggest a capacity for effort or a lot of energy, laziness could interfere with achieving whatever ambitions you have. You tend to gain your objectives through your personal charm and appeal. You also possess a fine aesthetic sense which could be a prominent factor in your career.
You are intensely competitive, and may engage in furious battles of will, numerous conflicts, and possible public controversy, on your way to gaining your objectives. You could be drawn to activities that are dangerous, in the line of fire, so to speak. You put yourself on the line. Anger or recklessness could be your downfall.
Discipline, concentration, a realistic sense of what is attainable, and steady dedication to achieving your ambitions are the keys to your progress. You're apt to move slowly but constantly in the direction of your goals, and solid achievement is the outcome of this conservative approach.
Astrological influences analyzed in Chapter 6: Mars in Aries Mars in 7th house Mars Quincunx Saturn Mars Opposition Moon/Pluto Venus Square MC Mars Square MC Saturn Trine MC
Section 7: Growth and Expansion: Areas That You Enjoy
Your strength lies in your ability to be innovative, open to new progressive concepts, willing to experiment and to reject customs and traditions when they cease to serve any positive function in the present. Also, Pat, you have an expansive view of the world, one that includes humanity and not only your own small, personal circle.
You are very a hospitable Pisces and, due to the influence of Jupiter in the 4th house found in your chart, love having a large, comfortable, gracious home where you can welcome guests as well as family. Your childhood or heritage was very nourishing and supportive, giving you a solid, emotionally secure basis for your life, and you are therefore inclined to share what you have freely and generously.
Investing in your home or real estate is likely to be very rewarding for you.
You aim high, have great vision, and are never satisfied with yourself unless you can achieve your goals in a big way. You are very opportunistic and are always ready to capitalize on a good idea. You utilize contacts with prominent and successful people to advantage, and are likely to win yourself an important and lucrative position in life.
You are very social and fond of amusement and entertainment. You like festivities and probably will share many joyful occasions with other people. Most of your associations are likely to be harmonious.
Astrological influences analyzed in Chapter 7: Jupiter in Aquarius Jupiter in 4th house Jupiter Square Pluto Jupiter Opposition N. Node/Asc.
Section 8: Areas That Challenge You Or Are Difficult For You
You yearn for, and fear, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting yourself be known in a deep way doesn't come as easily to you as it does to most Pisces, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. You are very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive, Pat. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, are important tasks for you.
Your fears revolve around money and material security, Pat, and you work very hard to ensure that your assets are solid. You may be very conservative, even stingy, with your money because you are afraid there won't be enough. You may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
You are susceptible to deception by others and may encounter people who dissuade you from your objectives and try to use your vulnerability to their advantage. You should watch your relations very carefully so you won't get seriously hurt or disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which you instinctively and habitually revert to when under stress - a mostly unconscious process and one which you are apt to overdo because it is so familiar and thus easy for you. The direction you need to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
You gain by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives you a sense of inner balance.
You have a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value, to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be conflict all the time... learn to accept things as they are.
You also need to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding yourself in your daily work and acting in a consistent and reliable way towards others.
The arena you are most likely to wrestle with these issues is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular where you and another have merged emotionally, legally, or financially. You will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency on one another. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
You tend to pick your friends and associates very carefully and are always on the look-out for responsible and congenial people. This enables you to feel secure with your colleagues and you enjoy good relations with them.
Astrological influences analyzed in Chapter 8: Saturn in Scorpio Saturn in 2nd house Saturn Conjunct Neptune/Asc. N. Node in Taurus N. Node in 8th house N. Node Conjunct Sun/MC
Section 9: Originality and Imagination
Areas Where You Are Creative, Unique, Unstable, or Compulsive
You have a reckless, impulsive, or very unconventional attitude toward money, material things, and ownership. Above all, you do not want to be possessed by your possessions. The obligations of owning things are likely to feel oppressive to you.
Also, Pat, you may make your money in a field that is unconventional, highly unstable, or very inventive and innovative. Your fortunes are likely to fluctuate widely throughout your life.
Daydreaming, lack of concentration, and inattention to your surroundings can be problems for you as a Pisces with a chart that contains Neptune in the 3rd house. Your mind tends to wander unless you are using it in an imaginative, creative way. Dry facts and cold logic hold no appeal for you, and unless a subject has a colorful or personally inspiring element, you won't stick with it for long. You have a sensitive, intuitive bent.
You are an intense person, Pat, inclined to be wholeheartedly and passionately involved in whatever your current interest is. You easily go to extremes and you make more moderate, easy-going souls feel uncomfortable.
You may have unusual charisma and also be profoundly influenced by powerful, charismatic figures whom you model yourself after. Learning to use personal power appropriately is an issue for you. Negatively, you can be manipulative and obsessed with personal aggrandizement. Positively, you can be a potent force for change, growth, and healing in the world.
You are extremely sensitive and may brood over the slightest incidents. Plagued by inner discontentment, you are discouraged easily and also could be subject to deception. Circumstances concerning your family could be strange and mysterious, Pat.
You tend to be a bit pessimistic and may feel sort of helpless about your circumstances. This could be the result of having your goals not planned very realistically. But at the same time you are inclined to begrudge other people their good fortune.
Astrological influences analyzed in Chapter 9: Uranus in 2nd house Neptune in 3rd house Pluto in 1st house Neptune Conjunct Sun/Moon Neptune Conjunct Jupiter/Saturn
Section 10: Generational Influences: Your Age Group
In this chapter we will discuss characteristics and traits of your generation, Pat. Of course, you may not share all of the characteristics of your generation, but you are greatly affected by the tone that is set by your generation.
The first topic is "The Subconscious and Emotional Drive of Your Age Group". In this section we will describe a deeply felt urge, even compulsion, of your age group. This deeply felt drive comes to the surface with great force and power, and consequently leaves in its wake considerable upheaval and change. The second topic is "The Ideals and Illusions of Your Age Group", that describes the dreams, fantasies, and spiritual aspirations of your age group. The third and last topic is "What is New and Different in Your Age Group", which describes areas in which your age group tends to be innovative, inventive, unusual, and also where it may be unstable and unreliable.
The characteristics described below may affect a group of people for anywhere from a few years to about 30 years. There are one or more different astrological factors described in each of the three sections below.
The Subconscious and Emotional Drive of Your Age Group
You are part of a 12 year group of people who have a complex and deep emotional side, Pat. Your age group has a great fascination for the mysteries of life, and members of your age group will make extraordinary breakthroughs in the understanding of life processes; major advances in biological sciences will open up new technological possibilities. Intensive probing into genetic structure and cellular processes will accelerate genetic engineering into new vistas. Your generation also probes the mysteries of birth and death, and members of your age group will even develop laboratories for forging new understanding of what happens at birth and death. Other breakthroughs will be made in the understanding of animal behavior and sexual activity. Archeological studies will unearth vast new insights into the history of humans, and the exploration of the ocean will receive a new impetus, spurred by unusual and interesting findings made at the bottom of the sea.
Behind all of this work is the deep, probing, penetrating interest in the mysterious. There is a deep fascination with sex, power, and the occult as well. Hypnosis, karate, and other mental and physical training techniques are likely to be very popular with your age group. The love of mystery is also likely to bring a revival of mystery novels and movies; your age group will bring the macabre into current fashion and style.
You are an emotionally complex group, Pat, and you can be prone to some very strange behavior. Intrigue and mystery are exciting to your age group, and hopefully this does not get the better of you, causing you to act in a cruel or grotesque manner. There is a chance that crime, violence, and emotional disturbance will be relatively high in your age group, but hopefully your interest in the mysterious, strange, grotesque, and macabre will not manifest in this way.
The Ideals and Illusions of Your Age Group
You are part of a 14 year group of people who are conservative and traditional in spiritual aspirations and religious outlook. Your age group returns to some traditional basics in religion, and also traditional styles in music and art. Classical music and literature have a revival with your age group, and a great deal of inspiration is gained from the masters of arts, music, literature, and philosophy throughout history. Your age group is contemplative and reflective about religious matters, Pat, and you take an objective and logical approach to religious issues. Many of you are cynics and critics of spiritual and metaphysical ideas.
Other age groups criticize your group for not having enough heart and compassion. Sometimes this is true and is evidenced by some unusually crafty and manipulative fraud and deception that occurs in the higher ranks of governments and large businesses.
The entire generation to which you belong has tremendous opportunities for spiritual rebirth and awakening. This will not be forced upon you or precipitated by unavoidable events, rather it comes from an inner yearning and a natural propensity to seek the depths.
What is New and Different in Your Age Group You are part of a 7 year group of people who are extremely enterprising and forward-looking, Pat. You are optimists and explorers. Your age group shoots for the stars, figuratively and literally. Space exploration takes on new dimensions as your age group pushes fervently to the next frontier. There is a buoyant and youthful optimism and enthusiasm in your group, and you have your share of great discoveries as well as pipe dreams and disillusionment. The discoveries and contributions, however, are many, and more than compensate for the failures.
Astrological influences analyzed in Chapter 10: Pluto in Scorpio Neptune in Capricorn Neptune Sextile Pluto Uranus in Sagittarius
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